JOIE DE VIVRE

Learning to love life once again

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Last night in Greece. Shared a bottle of wine with mom n totes tipsy. I will definitely be missing this relaxed drinking age shit.

Gooooooooodnighttttttt

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Greetings from Greece!

So it’s been about a week and a half since I left home. I LOVE Europe. So far I’ve gone to Italy (Rome Florence and Verona) Germany and the Czech Republic and I love it all.

I had a little breakdown yesterday over everything I’ve been eating. Hell, when i was in italy i was eating gelato twice a day and it was AWESOME But baby I’m back! The thoughts are definitely still there but I’m enjoying myself. We arrived in Athens today and just ate a woooonderful dinner of Greek salad crackers yogurt dip grilled octopus and veggies with red wine. Ugh I’m happy ok bye!!!!

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Trying to motivate myself to workout at home. I give props to all you people who workout at home because I suck at it hahaha at the gym or somewhere else I’m all game but yeah not at home. But I really feel the need to workout because I’m leaving for Europe in 4 hours and yeah! But at the same time…no hahahah

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It’s freezing and gloomy out and I’m not in the mood to practice but ill probably feel better once I get there so here we go

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Seriously loving this Disney movies on abc family. Mulan is easily my favorite. Pocahontas is on next! Helps with the fact I’m sitting alone on a Saturday night and need to pack woo

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ugh i want to dye my hair red/orange/blondeish like really bad but no one approves hahahaha fuck all yall

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Good/ bad day. Ate too much nasty and am feeling for it now. But the spaghetti dinner went so well we made fricken 1900 dollars!!!! I’m soooooooo excited!

On top of that though the jealousy I felt between my bf and Bff was there and it’s so stupid and all in my head and I hate myself for it

And now I’m just extremely tired to where I feel drunk and I kinda definitely feel like purging because that’s how gross I feel but I also don’t have the energy for it and I don’t know I’m a mess

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Ughhh my eating has been terrible the past few days. I keep grazing and I wonder if its cause of stress I don’t know but it makes me feel gross. And I’ve been counting cals which kills me but woohoo

Packing for a little while I digest then going to go attempt to run and go do leg day at the gym!

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